It’s Never Gonna Stop.

I’m almost to the point of giving up. I was with my husband for 14 years. He was rarely home, stayed out all night and came in drunk more than too many times. He couldn’t hold a conversation without picking up his phone. The same phone that went off around the clock. And I stayed anyway. I even stayed after one of his flings showed up at my house to relieve herself of her guilt. I caught him smoking dope. Still stayed. I was faithful to him thru all of that, I stayed home with kids and was mom and wife. He isolated me from my family. The only friends I had were “his” friends. I kept receipts showing where I had been and what time if I did leave the house. He text and called me at least 20 times a day if he was “at work”. Finally I got fed up and I left. Within a week his “new” gf lived with him and they were posting all about their relationship. I hadn’t even filed for divorce at that time. After I filed for divorce and after it was finalized I listened to “I still love you, come home” until I couldn’t anymore. He was saying that crap to me then bashing me to ppl in town. Today he text me and accused me of cheating on him the whole time with someone who is married. So his retaliation for me being done with him is to obliterate my character. This is a small town and it won’t take long for him to tell everyone his BS lies. I don’t even know what to do anymore. When I defend myself it just gets worse. I’m just at a loss. 

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